An Early Flight – by George Franklin

Poems arrive at the least convenient times—
Actually, it’s the memories that arrive: tungsten reflected from black water, the stone dock on the
            canal, the salt chill coming off the lagoon, knowledge that in a few hours you will be
            encased in metal and traveling over everything that matters, including the clouds.
Or, what matters will be left behind here, a lost suitcase filled with clothes and books, with all
            the ridiculous fantasies of how you could be living elsewhere, how you could wake to the
            noise of wheelbarrows in the street, Adriatic light through the gaps in the curtain how
            the morning would yawn across the Giudecca, the vaporetti moving back and forth like
The plane will give you plenty of time to sleep, so that last night you look out the window, the
           campo dark with darker shadows—you imagine cats stalking sly old rodents who chew
           into the plastic bags put out for collection, the rich scent of garbage—then footsteps and
           conversation, a couple walking back to wherever they live, walking over stone bridges
           and through the narrow passageways. You imagine them relaxed with each other,
           touching the way people touch who know each other well.  A moment later, you no
           longer hear them.
You are waiting for the water taxi where a passage between buildings ends at the canal.  Delivery
           boats unload at docks on the other side, oranges and radicchio, televisions and space
           heaters, almonds and mushrooms.  Everything costs more because of how much work it
           takes to get here.
Each year, the water rises, a little or a lot.  Palazzi have lost entranceways to the water.  The city
           does not tell lies.  Nothing lasts.  You are one of millions of intruders, rubes who pay
           their money to ride the Ferris wheel, throw darts at balloons.  You are tolerated and
           deplored.  Because of you, the rents are unaffordable, the vaporetti too crowded.
You want to think you’re different, but you’re not.  The campaniles cast their shadows and
           ignore who watches them, who climbs their steps.  The clocks periodically require repair,
           but they gesture nonetheless, with the arms of a cop managing traffic.  Time is a
           commodity.  The days you spent here are over.  The churches are filled with paintings,
           but they shut their doors last night.  It’s too early now for worshippers or for gawkers like
           you who drop coins into boxes that turn on the lights.
Admit it.  You’re afraid to return.  You know yourself better now, know your fantasies for what
           they are.  Wherever you stay, you’ll be a tourist.  You have no business here.  You
           stuffed the things you saw, crumpled, into a carry-on, a postcard of the Bellini triptych at
           the Frari folded in the middle, the afternoon sun on the tin roof of Il Redentore, boats
           being repaired in shipyards.  It’s been too long.  Your youngest son is grown.  Your
           marriage ended.  And, you’re happy now in another city.
That morning, before dawn, when the canal speaks to itself in an unintelligible language of
           lapping water and wet stone, when the heavy wooden doors of palazzi are bolted shut,
           and you’re still half asleep, when you can’t see beyond the electric light by the alley—
           that morning shows up just when you should be doing a dozen other things, when it’s
           already long past dinnertime on that other continent, the city you used to dream about,
           where the restaurants have already closed, the opera house has emptied, where no one
           knows you, and where the only people you could visit are those illustrious dead on their
           walled island.
What is it that matters now?  Why do you remember your son imitating the architecture with his
           wooden blocks, the waiters in the cafés with those immaculate white jackets, and you
           walking in the morning to the fish market, buying tuna and squid, then gorgonzola dolce
           from a shop nearby?  How long did you tell yourself this is what matters, a city that
           existed in your sleep and in images, a city of alleys and docks, of closed doorways and
           glimpses of gardens?
You were wrong.  These images never belonged to you.  You borrowed them and had to give
           them back.  The water taxi arrives on time, and you load your bags, sit on a padded bench
           in the cabin.  The driver follows the channel out to the airport.

George FranklinGeorge Franklin’s fifth poetry collection, Remote Cities (Sheila-Na-Gig Editions) and a dual-language collaboration with Colombian poet Ximena Gómez, Conversaciones sobre agua/Conversations About Water (Katakana Editores), arrive this year. Recent publications include: Panoply, Rattle, One, Cagibi, New York Quarterly, Tar River Poetry, and The Ekphrastic Review. He practices law in Miami and teaches poetry workshops in Florida prisons. Website: